You're touching me like piano keys,

you can't buy that movement.

We as human beings are also creatures.

What if, we all turned into manic blood frenzied beasts always competing and looking to kill and take from their victims?

But we are already these beasts.

We lie, we cheat, we steal, we break all in a hast influenced constantly from our insenuading tendencies to be the best, have the best, and live the best.

What if the world suddenly treated each as equals?

It would be boring or it would be the same, but full of peace.

I'm not so keen on the idea, I'm way into conflict in the world.

It makes for great stories and legends as well as modern day crisis.

Conflict just keeps life more interesting.

We will always continue our decietful, as well as, our pleasant ways forever.

Hopefully someday something with kill us before we all kill each other. Nah, I'd like to see a zombie apocalypse, or just be blown to shit by the huge natural disaster.

Vacation canceled = bummer

Night at the bar after finding out = excellence

Good times on the reg, sex on the reg, making art on the reg, making dolla dolla bills on the reg = my life be like oooooooo ahhhhhh

Cat who snores super loud = cutest thing in the world

My Favorite Albums

The Album Leaf - In A Safe Place

American Football - Self-Titled

Andrew Jackson Jihad - People Who Can Eat People....

Arcade Fire - Funeral

Baroness - Blue Album & Red Album

Behind Enemy Lines - Know Your Enemy

Bjork - Family Tree 1

Black Flag - My War

BRMC - Self-Titled & Take Them On, On Your Own

Blacklisted - Heavier Than Heaven, Lonelier Than God

Botch - We Are the Romans

Burning Witch - Crippled Lucifer

Caspian - The Four Trees

Ceremony - Violence Violence

Circa Survive - The Inuit Sessions & Juturna

Coffins - Self-Titled

Converge - Jane Doe

Cursed - I

Deadbolt - Hobo Babylon

Defeater - Travels

Demented Are Go - Hellucifrication

Devendra Banhart - Cripple Crow

Drop Dead - You Have A Voice

Earth - The Bees Made Honey in the Lion's Den

Electric Wizard - Dopethrone

Elliott Smith - Figure 8

Eyehategod - Dopesick

Fear - The Record

Frank Sinatra - Love Songs

Hank Williams - Full Collection

Infest - Discography

Iron and Wine - Woman King

Joy Division - Unknown Pleasures

Junius - The Martyrdom of a Castastrophist

Kanye West - 808s and Heartbreaks

Kylesa - Time Will Fuse Its Worth

Lewd Acts - Black Eye Blues

Merauder - Master Killer

Mew - Frengers

mewithoutYou - Catch Us For the Foxes

Minus the Bear - Highly Refined Pirates & Planet of Ice

Muddy Waters - Master of Blues

Narrows - New Distances

Neurosis - Through Silver in Blood

The Ocean - Fluxion and pretty much all of it

Pantera - Far Beyond Driven & Vulgar Display of Power

Pelican - Australasia

Portishead - Self-Titled & Dummy

Pulling Teeth - Vicious Skin

Red Sparowes - At the Soundless Dawn

Russian Circles - Enter

The Smiths - The Queen is Dead

Suicidal Tendencies - Self-Titled

Weedeater - God Luck & Good Speed

There's probably a lot more, but this is what I have for now.

Soooooo,

I think it's hilarious when certain people attempt to break me down and scare me even though I have no care. I think it is even funnier when they break something they own because they are mad. I'm just glad that it is over...for now, I know it is not the complete end.

More importantly I am extremely excited to go on my vacation. I get to stop by and see my family in Iowa on the way. The next morning I am seeing my cousin, really really early for breakfast. Then I get to go see a good lookin man and we are going to celebrate our birthdays together. It is going to be relaxing and a relief. I need to get out of Colorado for a little while, no matter if I am going broke in the process. Hopefully it ends up being all I want it to be, I am a little weary that something is going to go wrong. But hopefully my feelings go away and everything ends up just fine.

Oh I wrote a list of my favorite albums, I'm going to post it soon.

Not like anyone reads this anyways, I just write on here for something to do from time to time.